Anatomy of Recovery


Pro-Recovery
I'm Jules, a 22 year old recent college graduate. I was diagnosed with anorexia nervosa when I was 14. I'm 100% committed to recovery because I know how amazing it can be. This blog is about my journey and any help and inspiration I can offer others on their own journeys.
I tag all my personal pics "julespic" so that you can block the tag if you find them triggering. I also tag all photos of food with the "food" tag in case they are triggering to you.

Email Me at anatomy.of.recovery@gmail.com

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I learned this skill in DBT and I made a worksheet to share it with you. Of course, one does not have to fill out a worksheet to weigh the pros and cons of acting on a behavior but it can be helpful to consider the pros and cons of both acting and not acting on an impulse.

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recoverykitty:

✩ Regain Yourself
Currently one opening - to apply you must have 6 months relatively successful recovery time (looking for progress and a positive outlook) from any mental illness/addiction/behavior and be willing to talk to your followers about it. Your blog should have some recovery based posts. You also must be willing to add a badge/link to your blog to the network. Apply with a bit about your recovery here.
Current Members: Add for awesome recovery on your dash!
Mia: 23, female. experience with drug addiction, BED, and bulimia.
Natalie: 18, female. experience with EDNOS, BED, depression and anxiety.
Jules: 22, female. experience with anorexia & teaches sexuality/health ed.
Kaitlyn: 15, female. experience with self-harm, suicidal thoughts, anxiety and disordered eating..
Christianna: 21, female. experience with depression, anxiety, self-harm, and EDNOS.
Lindsey: 21, female. experience with drug addiction, depression and anxiety.
Jackie: 18, female. Experience with depression, anxiety, phobia, grief, binge eating, and a mood disorder
Lyla: 18, female. experience with ptsd, EDs, addiction, depression, and anxiety
Stefanie: 17, female. Experience with self harm, anorexia, depression, anxiety, and panic attacks.
Mina: 22, female. Experience with anxiety, depression, EDNOS, self harm, and trauma.
Tess: 17, female. Experience with depression, anxiety and self harm.
Siena:15, female. Experience with anorexia.

Reblogging for those of my followers who may need help with recovery or just looking for inspirational blogs to follow.

zkriesse:

recoverykitty:

✩ Regain Yourself

Currently one opening - to apply you must have 6 months relatively successful recovery time (looking for progress and a positive outlook) from any mental illness/addiction/behavior and be willing to talk to your followers about it. Your blog should have some recovery based posts. You also must be willing to add a badge/link to your blog to the network. Apply with a bit about your recovery here.

Current Members: Add for awesome recovery on your dash!

  • Mia23, female. experience with drug addiction, BED, and bulimia.
  • Natalie18, female. experience with EDNOS, BED, depression and anxiety.
  • Jules22, female. experience with anorexia & teaches sexuality/health ed.
  • Kaitlyn15, female. experience with self-harm, suicidal thoughts, anxiety and disordered eating..
  • Christianna21, female. experience with depression, anxiety, self-harm, and EDNOS.
  • Lindsey21, female. experience with drug addiction, depression and anxiety.
  • Jackie18, female. Experience with depression, anxiety, phobia, grief, binge eating, and a mood disorder
  • Lyla18, female. experience with ptsd, EDs, addiction, depression, and anxiety
  • Stefanie17, female. Experience with self harm, anorexia, depression, anxiety, and panic attacks.
  • Mina22, female. Experience with anxiety, depression, EDNOS, self harm, and trauma.
  • Tess17, female. Experience with depression, anxiety and self harm.
  • Siena:15, female. Experience with anorexia.

Reblogging for those of my followers who may need help with recovery or just looking for inspirational blogs to follow.

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"Part of me knows I need to seek some sort of help but the other part is saying I'm too fat and no one would believe me. My friends definitely don't believe me and that just adds to the discouragement. Any words of wisdom for this situation?" With love, Anonymous.

You can have an eating disorder at any weight!  The media may only focus on people who are severely underweight and your disorder may tell you that you’re not sick unless you’re thinner, these are both inaccurate.  Knowing that you need to seek help is an amazing first step and you should be very proud of that.  Your friends are not experts.  Over time, you can provide them with resources about eating disorders so that they can begin to understand your eating disorder.  Right now, what they need to know is that you’re in a lot of pain, and that’s what they will care about.

Telling someone about this problem can seem overwhelming or scary, but we tend to imagine the worst possible response and it is almost never as bad as you imagine.  Sometimes it can be helpful to tell it like a story.  You can even write it out in advance, to organize your thoughts.  It can also be good to have a goal, such as “I want to see a psychiatrist immediately” so that your family knows what to do with your disclosure.  If you have more questions about how to seek help, please ask.

Here are some resources for how to tell someone about your problem and how to get help.

Please do not delay getting treatment.  This is a very serious problem and your health could be in danger.
"Hi, I hope you answer anonymous asks... I'm close friends with a woman who fought a hard and corageous battle against overeating, and is recovering. I love my friend and want to be supportive of her and was wondering if you had any advice on how I could best do that." With love, Anonymous.

Hey hon!  I’m more than happy to answer anonymous asks.

It sounds like your friend is very lucky to have someone supportive like you in her life.  There are a few things that you can do to support her.  The most important one is talking to her and asking her what specific things you can do to support her.  Examples might be avoiding having certain over-eating trigger foods wherever you are hanging out, choosing to spend time at places that do not focus on food, like going to a painting studio or something, being available to be a distraction when she is struggling with urges, etc.  Every person has different needs, and asking her what specific things you can do to help empowers her to reach out for support and makes it clear what you can do to be supportive.  Here are some other resources that may help you out.  Some are more geared towards restrictive eating disorders, but also have other good information.

Best wishes!

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Using Your Spare Time this Summer in a Healthy Way: “Summertime means that there is more spare time, less clothes worn, and weather that makes it easier to go out and exercise. It is so easy to get carried away with disordered eating thoughts and to spiral downward, as I have in the past.”
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liberonetwork:

Using Your Spare Time this Summer in a Healthy Way: “Summertime means that there is more spare time, less clothes worn, and weather that makes it easier to go out and exercise. It is so easy to get carried away with disordered eating thoughts and to spiral downward, as I have in the past.”

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I was feeling really horrible after my PCP appointment today

I have been working with my therapist on reaching out to people when I’m feeling bad, but sometimes talking about everything would be too overwhelming or not conducive to me getting through the day.  That usually makes me shy away from reaching out.  Instead, I posted on facebook asking my friends to send me videos that make them smile.  It gave people an easy way to help, and it made me feel a lot better, both from watching the videos and because my friends sent them to me.  Here are some videos to make you smile, courtesy of my friends in “real life.”

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=o443b2rfFnY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hPzNl6NKAG0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=18-xvIjH8T4

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ek3zh3JUJis (NSFW)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AMnpWYaCKB0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G18jhC3b53A

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=119980528171747

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZCJ6SvFB32Q

http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=bb7_1352408487&comments=1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IL0aDXekfyM

http://imgur.com/3FWWgUv

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l-gQLqv9f4o&feature=player_embedded

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8coX8VkUKY8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nh7UgAprdpM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R8-TySn2mYI&feature=share&list=PL7A4D0B479DA911BF

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZZ5LpwO-An4

 

RECOVERY APPS:

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Start the year with an empty jar and fill it with notes about good things that happen. On New Years Eve, empty it and see what awesome stuff happened that year.

Start the year with an empty jar and fill it with notes about good things that happen. On New Years Eve, empty it and see what awesome stuff happened that year.

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Recovery Distraction Tool: FreeRice.com
This is a website where you can play games about geography, language, chemistry, SAT prep, Anatomy, and more.  
For every answer you get right, they donate to the World Hunger Programme.  
It’s a great cause and can provide a healthy distraction when you’re trying to avoid using behaviors.

Recovery Distraction Tool: FreeRice.com

This is a website where you can play games about geography, language, chemistry, SAT prep, Anatomy, and more.  

For every answer you get right, they donate to the World Hunger Programme.  

It’s a great cause and can provide a healthy distraction when you’re trying to avoid using behaviors.

"i have bulimia, depression, & GAD. i "recovered" 4 yrs ago w/o support (drs didnt care bc i was 14) but i've always struggled & had a full-on relapse in dec 2011 and lately just dont see the point in anything. all i can think abt is my hopeless future. in 3 wks i turn 18 and can start new meds bt that feels like yrs away and idk if theyll even help anyway. i've been trying to list reasons to stay but it's getting so hard and holding on is so tiring :( im sorry to bother you but idk what to do :(" With love, Anonymous.

It sounds like you’re in a lot of pain right now and feeling concerned that this feeling might not go away.  There are so many reasons to hold on, but it can be hard to find them when you’re struggling.  I want you to know that there are so many options for treatment out there that may not have been available when you were first “treated.”  It sounds like you’re very interested in perusing these options as soon as possible.  Perhaps you could start taking steps right now to arrange treatment when you turn 18.  You could research psychiatrists in your area and set up appointments, look into free support groups, and investigate various therapeutic options like DBT, CBT, biofeedback, and alternative therapies like music, dance, movement, massage acupuncture, etc.  This might help you feel like the 3 weeks won’t be just spent waiting; you will be moving forward towards your goals.

If you ever feel unsafe, please don’t hesitate to call or message one of the crisis hotlines.  They can be really great to talk to, even if you just need a place to talk.  

I’ve personally spoken to people who work for the Samaritans hotline.

You might also want to check out reasonstobealive

Much love and feel free to send another message if you need anything. <3